Renewal of my commitments – 2025 edition

12:00m – Spoken audio, ‘reading’ of a 2007 outline with current day updates on the fly.

This is the first time I’m sharing out the active practice and I’m not sure that I will share all aspects as some are deeply private and personal in context.

That said, I will share the final recording OF them as a concept for any aid or support it may be to others. They only matter to me, of course, and that’s ok. But if you find help in them, be welcome to them and use as you like and prefer. Or, as a long lost friend once put it, “Appropriate as appropriate.”

The internalization must come out, sometimes.

I don’t have many people around these days who can recognize my value and are willing to articulate it on my behalf. I know what I can do, I like to show people what I can do, but after a point, it just sounds like so much self-absorbed pontificating. I wish I knew the way to get people to just SEE and RECOGNIZE what I am capable of… all this value potential sieving off into nothingness for lack of anyone interested in letting me help them bring something into reality. If I could code, I’d already be the next billionaire […]

Rumination – Psychiatric Therapist Required

I wish I could find a psychiatrist who would just let me tell them my entire life story before getting into “the work”. My life story IS exceptional and in defiance of all neuronormativity, I am, too. But in context, so too may say all humanity. The unique experiences far outweigh the shared ones. I believe, feel, and think that my story can be helpful to others. I just don’t have the brain to write it all. So I guess what I really want is for some psychiatrist to make me a case study and tell the world about how […]