09-27-06, early pm

well, rent will be paid for october, which is good. not much else to say at the moment, i continue to pop out resumes, will (maybe) be able to buy an ‘interview suit’ next week, and most of the spasming over recent changes has passed.

i took that image from the other day and made a wallpaper of it. it is now my desktop… kind of my way of reminding myself the me i want to get back to… someday. maybe even soon.

i’m not so far from it, really. closer than i’ve been in a while. i remember another and similar circumstances and am thankful not to be one who avoids, who averts the eye. compare, contrast, using memories of failure to avoid failure. thankful to have those memories, for they are excellent reminders.

if you want a copy of the wallpaper, and you know how to get in touch with me, do so and request it. i was going to link it here, but then i realized the possible issues now that i have regular readers. (grin) the last thing i can afford is to have bandwidth spike and take me offline for inability to pay for it.

anyway… i’ll try to update at least once a day, but i’m rapidly reaching a point where it will be redundant. perhaps it is time to undertake another contemplation series. i have been meaning to do one on the eightfold path for a while… hmm. i will think on it and let ya know.

in the meantime, thanks for the care and support. those of you who have been emailing are cherished, treasured, and i thank the universe for you every moment of every day. know that you are loved. (hug)

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