got a call today from g in florida. the owners want to interview me. they’re interested. stars. this may actually happen.
i’m giddy. surprised, a little. kind of scared. it means another move. that’s not such a big deal, but moves cost money and that’s one thing i don’t have at the moment.
the kick of fear to my adrenals is waylaid almost as soon as it arrives. shaking it off, i remind myself that if this is going to happen, if this is supposed to happen, then it will. remind myself of Focus. wonder about it not being present in this moment. perhaps this is a change that isn’t tied to becoming. heh. that would be a nice shift.
i got the distinct impression that g didn’t have to call, but wanted to. made me smile. we talked a bit about Buddhism. i’m mildly surprised how many people i have introduced to it since truly finding it myself in january. dandelion on the wind, it seems the seeds are cast wide. i smile for it.
i think about florida. do some preliminary googling. it is a good area. ironically, it is the same area two good friends moved from to wind up in alaska. it occurs to me to ask the one who remains in my sphere of contact about the area. who knows, perhaps they will know someone with a room to rent.
the thought of such dove-tailed paths brings yet another smile. everything in its right place. comfort. deep comfort.
the interview is slated for 9:30am tomorrow. i’ll be looking for the hammer early tonight. heh.
have the feeling that, regardless what comes of this, something good is coming. that is also a welcome and refreshing change from the mood and atmosphere of late.
not much more to tell. just roaming the paths and looking as far ahead as i can see. several new ones in this moment… and they extend further than i wish to look… novel, new, and welcome. content to let them run without my eager mind’s eye following.