i had a dream about you tonight. it woke me. i dreamt something had gone terribly wrong in your life, something new and awful and you were distraught, lost, and despairing.
i do not think you know this, as you have never known me, but if you had known of me, then you would know what i think about dreams. and you will also know that i, therefore, am completely uncertain if this is a thing that actually happened, here, in the life we know, or if it is merely an alternate path in the multiverse.
i have no idea. and no way to find out. but the fact that i have dreamt of you at all is at once amazing and frightening, michael.
i sincerely hope it is just an alternate path. you have known so much disappointment and despair in life. i am sad to think this might be another burden to you.
i am reluctant to detail this dream. i likely will not do so. but it involves the loss of someone very dear and very special to you. a woman. for some reason, it was sudden to your perspective. unexpected and thus, gut-wrenching.
i am so sorry for your pain. i hope you do not know it as real. i know that sounds strange. i am sorry for that, too.
it feels very foolish to even write this. but i’m keeping a promise to myself and to someone very special to me. if there is anything of this that is real to you, forgive me knowing it. and if not, i am thankful that it was ‘just a dream’.
om mani padme hum. be well. be happy. be.