as the title indicates, it’s been settled. i’m definitely heading to seattle… the only question is when and whether or not i’ll have work before i get there.
just got off the phone with my friend in seattle who says, ‘come on… i’ve got a spare bed and it will be much easier to look for work when here than from where you are.’
they’re right, of course. unfortunately, it still means giving up the cats. sigh. the choices there are:
1) put them outside (not an option)
2) take them to a shelter
3) hope to hell someone here is willing to take them
i know precisely three people here. so am making the calls now. maybe someone will want them. but it just breaks my heart. sitting here crying for it. i know if i take them to a shelter, they will likely be put down.
of course, if the interview the other day comes through before i have to make a move (07-25-07) and it includes relocation, all of this particular nightmare goes away. but i cannot count on it. sigh. so… i’m not.
heavy. my heart is heavy.