spent the day playing world of warcraft. not much more to say there. had fun. have met some new folks who seem normal (we’ll see bout that).
in other news, an odd follow-up to the february fiasco… an email arrived today from someone who only now (two months later?!?) replies. apparently, they saved the ad out and ‘thought about it’. i’m almost positive that registered ‘psycho’ here. i replied politely and told them i’m more than happy to talk to them but that i’ve pretty much given up on anything more, all things considered.
i went ot the grocery store today and made myself buy more than strictly ‘survival food’. there’s a pretty big diference between living on raisin bran, sandwiches, and soup…. and actually buying things to make meals of.
sweet stars above, i’m going to cook up some roast chops with potatoes and rosemary later today. i’m already drooling at the thought of it. heh.
oh.. hah… warren called today and i started to go off on him. he swears he did not say he was definitely going to be here last weekend. i believe (obviously) that he did. he apologized profusely and we talked a bit more and such… and i’m now struggling with trying to decide if i should drop the edict or not.
bleh. this is how it always happens, you know. they do things like this, i finally say ‘enough is enough’ and they whine and plead and get all contrite and i give in and …. it never ends.
i think i’m ready for this pattern to be shattered, frankly. and i am not going to keep him on my list of people to contact. if he wants to be part of my life, he knows how to reach me. and if the only time he can think to reach me is when he’s got nothing better to do or he’s bored… well… i think that speaks for itself, don’t you?
i’m going to be paying close attention to how these things happen over the next while. i’m determined i am going to get out of this habit of inter-relating. i deserve more and the only way i am ever going to have it is to insist upon it.
so. meh. almost 3am. i’m tired. sleep time, i think. hugs and love to you.