i am drowsy. larger than usual meal and heavy to boot. i feel like a lion under a shade tree in the kalahari.
it is making me angry that i cannot keep certain thoughts out of my mind. but i’m practicing acceptance in relation to them. the monks say it works and i really need something that works… so i’m trying.
i have decided i am not going to blog any more about lost things. or feelings in relation to it. let’s hope it sticks.
i do not like feeling like i am forever too late to life.
sigh.