i’m annoyed. i’ve cancelled all my online games for lack of people to actively run around and do things with, also because i’m finding myself increasingly disenchanted with ‘the grind’ and the mandatory hour/time requirement to actually accomplish anything.
it’s odd. it never used to bother me before, but it definitely is of late.
meh. work was a bear today. two projects i’m involved with are slowly spinning out into the weeds and it doesn’t look like i’m going to be able to help either of them avoid it. both are not ‘my’ projects per se, and both have been utilizing me in a mentorship capacity… so naturally, i’m taking it a bit personally. perhaps undeservedly so, but i’m harder on myself than anyone else, so….
add to it that we’re nigh upon the full moon and i’m feeling the burn, so to speak. it occurred to me that i’ve been deprived for a while now in certain areas and it’s starting to bug me. (wry grin) i won’t bother saying much more but i’m sure most of you will be able to read between the lines of that.
reckon i’ll stop here before i get full on into ‘snark’ mode.
this too shall pass.