The cycles of life are interesting to me. I note my own tend toward the extremely elliptic; long straights with tight little curves. I’m feeling calm and it has that sense of a long stretch of it, which is nice. Settling back into a normal routine in the aftermath of the house hunt gone bust, implementing plans for a more successful run at it next year, getting things in order to decide if I’m moving or not when the lease expires in June, and resuming a steady routine for college work as well as shifting my perspective in relation to “real work” in what seems to be very helpful ways.
As usual, one of the three legs of life’s triad/angle/une (domestic, work, and interpersonal) is all spun up. This time, it is over a sudden and unexpected sun rise. The analogy is amusing and more apt than you may think. I spent a bit of time running in circles with my hands out, trying to get hold of it and now, am blinking somewhat owlishly and reorienting toward a steady, comfortable approach that won’t run me off a cliff (or them, off from the vicinity, heh).
La Brea is doing a nice, slow simmer that bodes well. I think this Spring/Summer season may well be one of considerable creativity and I find I’m looking forward to it.
Let’s see, a good friend is coming into town on May 21st and will be here through at least May 28th; possibly longer depending on how well we manage close proximity. I’m grinning though, because it’s a rare person indeed who spends time here and feels any urge toward departure that isn’t reluctant. I blush immediately, because I think that sounds like bragging, but maybe it’s not bragging if it’s true? For all that it seems the world-at-large tends to look at me afraid and askance, those willing to actually move through the fear and just be close always seem to discover that it’s enjoyable.
Anyway… life is good, I am centering, and that ol’ sense of being in balance and operating with fluidity and in flow is returing at a comforting level of intensity.
I suspect there may be a bit of an odd lull here as I relax into it and let transition have its way with me. Maybe not. But if so, as usual, never fear… there’s always more to write. 🙂