short thought and insight. i know it as much deeper than i can spare the time to look in this moment.
nothing has happened. i am free in every way. all i have shivered for is mist, fog, dream, illusion.
the axis is shifting. Focus in effect… something massive, rising, slowly, i find myself eager, giddy, enthused. oh come to me, splash over, cover, inundate, i will ride the currents and in them, lose everything that is nothing and find nothing that is everything and laugh for the foolishness of ever thinking… of ever thinking.
i ask you, gentle reader — have you ever had the sense that everything you ever defined was diminished for that defining? there is a mobius strip called being and upon its infinite path all things, no things, every thing.
we are much bigger than the shells we wear. than the fears we bear. than the ways we care. will you with me dare?
laughter. tinkling bells along corridors of the mind, echoes that expand into negative space, sinking through, becoming whispers in an empty room in someone else’s world. multiverse, the place where we meet when we think we dream.
perhaps it is madness, but i feel the veil thinning. i think i prefer the beauty of this madness, if it is so, to the sterile, logical stoicism that passes for beauty in this place, this space.
you’ll laugh, as i am, but the thing that got me on this was watching a pixel die on my monitor, here at work. for a moment, a ripple… thought i imagined it… but i know i did not. even as i did. hah. gaia smiles. i smile. pulling from the warm, nestled void “i” turn, back to work, you!
hah.