i am sitting here wracked with goosebumps, shaking, quite literally.
i did it.
for the last week, i have been longingly looking at an ad posted to the local craigs list looking for a senior tester to relocate to europe and test for a ‘leading mmo company’.
i know it has to be funcom. i just know it.
today, almost without effort, i updated my resume and pulled together a cover letter and sent it off.
as soon as i did, i felt electrified. i know that will sound silly. but i swear, i just sent it less then thirty seconds before opening this editor to write this post and i am still shaking with the intensity of the chills that are racing over me.
if you know me at all, you will know what i mean when i say that i have a feeling about this. i’m afraid to say more, even as i have never been wrong in these things. i’m terrified to be wrong this time because this is something i want so much.
so i say nothing and the thrumming of the everything unsaid sits like some kind of white elephant in my room.
hah. i am giddy.
i did it. and you know what? i’m glad.