i’m not grown up enough to be blasé about it.
i’m not careless enough to shrug and forget.
i’m sure it’s just me and my silly idealism,
i’m sure it’s just my own ridiculous belief
that is at fault.
i never thought these things were ‘bad’
should i be thanking you for showing me this is so?
really?
as if i’m talking to you. as if i’m talking to anyone but myself.
nevermind.