there are a few of you who have made it known that you wish to know when dated posts are inserted. over the last days, i haven’t always had access when i had the urge to write an entry. so i’ve been writing them on my machine, and moving them over on the jump drive when i am permitted access to this machine. thus, look back three to four days if you wish to ‘catch up’. that is all.

The truck still isn’t unpacked. The room is in need of clearing out in order to unload, thus I’m pretty much stuck at the house since I can’t leave the truck in a parking lot with what is essentially my life in it.

yesterday was a very heavy day for a number of reasons. mostly because it was the last day of july and two events – an anniversary and a birthday arrive in august and frankly, both are depressing.

Decided to watch ‘V’ tonight. Not sure why. I suppose I knew what the outcome would be… which means I know why, doesn’t it? Sigh.

bleh. the earliest they can get me connected for internet is next tuesday (barring someone cancelling). i know i’m spoiled rotten when it comes to getting my geek on, but dayamn… dialup and aol are a hideous combination for anything.

For the moment, lacking internet access, I’m writing these in the text editor and will post them when I have access to the computer that is here.

prometheus was literally ‘forethought’, while his brother, epimetheus was ‘afterthought’. as you may recall, prometheus brought fire to the world and for it, was punished by being chained to a mountain where vultures would forever peck and pull his intestines. read on for the piece, and pardon the mixing of myth but believe me – it fits.

there’s a word that goes with each of the three in that title. i’ll let it be an exercise for you to figure it out.

today is the day i am to hear if i am going west or not. that is, it is the day if when i am informed whether or not there is someone looking to change their own life and who would like someone to help with the heavy lifting.

made it to georgia. resting at the house of the folks who raised me at the children’s home. the one place where i can land when there’s no where else. even when it isn’t convenient. this, the difference between people who say they care and people who actually care. people who actually care will let you sleep on the floor rather than in your truck.