an obligatory post.

i found her. you never really think it’s possible until it’s there, before your eyes – blue-lipped and cold and nothing but the jerky scribbled words and the weird splotches that you know were the last tears.

just a short reminder – me to myself – first instincts are always right. you know this. shouldn’t you give them more credence than you do? will you ever? what part of this do you enjoy so much that you will not change it? stubborn bint. sigh.

well… things are down to a dull roar so far as the tummy is concerned. what follows may be slightly graphic, so if you’re the queasy type… you may want to skip this one. (or at least the part at the beginning).

up all night with stomach ? and dopey from lack of sleep. thought i was going to go to bed like a good girl so i would be in good shape for the weekend. looks instead like i’m going to be spending it either in bed or hugging the altar of the toilet gods. thought it was indigestion, but it’s settled into my stomach like a damn brick. ugh. hurts. and i can’t keep anything down. :( back to bed for now. setting alarm for doctor’s office hours. here’s to hoping it’s a quick fix.

karma or just weirdness, i can’t tell which… but suddenly, the superdrive in this mac is… working. needless to say, i’m installing iLife hurry up quick. won’t get to play with it tonight… but the weekend cometh! hrm. wonder if i can get another install out of it tonight. (toddling off with a thoughtful look)

“I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.” – Augusten Burroughs “The road to hell is paved with good intentions.” – Saint Bernard of Clairvaux Explains so much. Second Life tonight, methinks.

you ever notice how most misunderstandings come because someone fears a thing and, when there is some manner of miscommunication in play, will always leap to the conclusion most feared?

i admit it. freely. i’m hooked.

what a difference a dollop of deliberation makes!