The feeling you were truthful hurt more than does the feeling you lied. Thank you for not caring enough to hide the deceit.

I had a conversation with a friend today on the various disgruntlements and angsts of dating. Naturally, being a fellow, he thinks I’m fortunate to have as many dates as I’ve had; regardless that each and every one has been experiental evidence of a number of broken themes amongst men that continue to annoy. He told me of the time he made a profile for his cat, just to see if it were true that women get more responses than men. The ad, of course, was flooded; he was immediately convinced that women have no cause for complaint because, hey, at least they’re […]

A peaceful pox, this illness. I’m not quite ill enough to be delirious or unconscious, but very much ill enough to make getting up, moving about, or trying to do more than sit still bothersome bordering on difficult. Needless to say, I’m bored to the point of screaming (only I dare not, as my head would likely explode; sinsus in an uproar as it is and throat decidedly scratchy and annoyed). Sigh. I was supposed to get the next pass on ink for the right arm today. I was supposed to go check out a new coffee shop today. I […]

Ugh. Two of the surest signs in the universe that your’s truly is not feeling well: (1) I have slept almost 16 hours straight. (2) Daka and Dakini have taken up post in bed, by my side, foregoing all and simply being close. So it’s pretty much downtime here. I’m writing from the laptop in bed and considering whether or not to try installing the VPN to log into work (bored and a touch of guilt are bugging me). I suppose I should just chill and focus on hoping it isn’t swine flu, but you know me… =/

In case anyone is wondering, I’m fighting illness by trying to ignore it. So far, it’s not working too well. Sleep hasn’t helped; now I’m likely awake for the entire night (what with the average cycle being no more than four hours). Bleh. There may be a plethora of posts tonight.

Archival. Themes I want to more fully explore. — 4:47pm************ Bubble 4:47pmBonnie hey you. Sup? 4:48pm************ Not much over here, though. Planning the next Siren panting. 4:48pmBonnie I see. I think you should do sometihng on the ancient sea goddess Ran. She supposedly captured men who fell overboard and dragged them to their doom. 4:49pm************ MMMM, that sound fun. 4:49pmBonnie Though it is often debated if she saved their souls in the process or not. Heh. Wiki her. 4:49pm************ Ha, that sounds like my day. 4:49pmBonnie Karma-tastic. Heh. Theme and meme and stream all at once. 4:49pm************ I will and […]

I find the difference between a flesh wound and a soul wound is largely having a sense of what the intention in any given thing is or may be reasonably guessed. As expected, knowing the latest ending was motivated out of a sense of good intention largely averts anger. Not completely, of course; the tired “fear and disappear” refrain wears on me. Enough so that I’m pulling back from various social sites and interests because I’m just not willing to put up with it. No, not even to try and get to what I need. I was also correct in […]

I’ll not bore you with details or drama; I’m going offline for a bit (I think). Excepting this site, all other avenues are closed for a time.