my goodness. i spent the entire day out and about. quite a change from recent routine.

finally decided i like these well enough to make them in a larger size. this one is pretty much a direct feed from the abyss. entrophy can be produced, but never destroyed… energy never dies, merely changes form. i won’t bother trying to explain how it relates here. those who get it, do, those who don’t, won’t.

i read somewhere only recently that unsolicited announcements are always untrue. it made me laugh.

mahamudra is the teaching that deals with recognizing the true nature of mind, then, learning how to remain within it.

a piece for a friend, both as a lark while talking and because they didn’t believe i could use their picture and not have it be recognizable afterwards. this is the first time i’ve done one of these in under an hour, and the first time as well that the result is not exactly what i would have preferred. managed to muss parts of it and sadly, could only correct so much for it. ah, well. still, not too terrible.

nothing in particular, just an odd urge to play with the camera, indulged. (chuckle)

i. am. pissed.

late night/early morning/insomniac goobering around.

you’d think a concept this simple would be less difficult to understand. but it is easier to understand than it is to enact. believe it.

i have done something today that i swore i’d not do. and i’m laughing at my ego for how it yells for it, but i am also smiling for the realization that consistency is more important than ego, or pretty much anything else. particularly when the lesson is equanimity.