this, given in reply to another, set here for myself, and any other who may read. very likely the most spontaneous thing i’ve ever written, i wept as i wrote it, i weep now, and i’m smiling at the same time. crazy? maybe. i choose to think it’s important. for many reasons. reasons i will not ruin it by trying to explain. for once. cyncism is nothing more than bruised idealism, the deeper the bruise, the more cynical the result. but underneath it all, we still hope. it is the singular irony of life that we work so hard to […]
forgotten things…
hah. found some AIs i thought i’d lost. recordings to be transcribed from about september – october 2006. got one done, working on the other now. also found some recordings of less enjoyable moments. not sure what i want to do with them.
synchronicities and stories and suchness
every week on saturday night, the roleplaying guild i lead has a gathering at which stories are told and interaction is enjoyed.
how do they know? why do i care?
well, honestly, i can’t say i do care beyond the vague curiosity of ‘why do they bother?’
perhaps i am too great an optimist (unlocking)
i am often accused of being too great an optimist. forever willing to give the benefit of the doubt, often when the entire multiverse is screaming in my face not to do so. here i go again…
Mahayana Equilibrium Meditation (Lama Zopa Rinpoche)
an excellent meditation process, found elsewhere and brought here to serve.
good days, new themes, and suchness
i’m learning about php in spite of myself. which is interesting. all the little tweaks and shifts of themes to get them to do ‘what i want’ instead of ‘what they do’. it seems curious on many levels, as most things are, here.
blergh – theme change
i discover quite by accident that this theme (Lush) is completely incompatible with internet explorer. (being a firefox user, i had not actually checked it until today.) unacceptable. look for a modification soon. in the meantime, this ‘plain jane’ look and my apologies to those who were finding the navigation bar located in the bottom of the page and shoved left instead of being alongside the right as it should be… blergh to IE for not supporting css and related technology. when are they going to learn? :(