so afraid of endings that you leave it all behind screaming to think of death […]

quoting me to myself, i’d laugh, but i’m too busy crying: “to see it all […]

finally having slept, as usual, i wake in the early hours and am restless. one […]

finally home. today was an exercise in overcoming/breathing through frustration. and possibly accepting that this […]

we came home, i don’t know from where. we were both tired. bone tired, tired […]

listened to your many voices so many thousand miles away endured your many choices all […]

going through old screenshots, emptying the archives, uploading those i wish to keep. i came […]

continuing my work on identifying how items from ‘the list’ of another’s behaviors created negativity […]

insomnia. bleh. but it turned to a good end. i finally watched a movie given […]

i reach a point in this where i am asking myself again why i am […]