sleep helps. some. i am always angry with myself after breaking down. why should i? […]

i wish it were possible to take back the parts that you give to others. […]

a very strange happening tonight. about 11pm, a loud knock on the door. asking ‘who […]

the connection remains. it tugs. it aches. i wonder if i am the only one […]

the Dalai Lama said, “if you are going to be selfish, be wisely selfish – […]

woke up smiling this morning. i can feel myself moving back into balance and things […]

finally, it ends. the last vestige of involvement is severed and the closure it brings […]

when does it end? when will i stop thinking about him? when will the ache […]

her surgery is postponed. apparently, she has a light infection that must be dealt with […]

i sit here and am surprised that i’m surprised to have a string of good […]