yeshes.online

my downstairs neighbor has been … er… macking on me.

michael paul gomez of austin texas, i wish for you that all karma engendered by your hurtful, harmful, thoughtless actions be transmuted. i wish that i take it in your stead. i wish that all negative outcomes from your persistent, consistent, hatreds and your many, many grudges fall on me. i wish that any who encounter you be untouched by your words, unmoved by your calumnies, and utterly free from the harm and hurt you cannot seem to help causing, that you insist upon continuing to create.

ok. this is my own little quirk. ok, maybe not so little. anyway. i think dreams are real. well, as real as ‘real’ gets in this life. hmm. this isn’t going to go smoothly. heh. let me try again… i believe that the multiverse is. that all paths exist, that all choices exist, that all outcomes exist. and i believe that in most cases, dreams are doorways to alternate paths, choices, outcomes, and ‘realities’… in which one, for the period of exposure, lives and experiences these alternates as real in much the same way as we experience ‘the real world’ […]

as if i can not write about this. writing is how i heal. how i purge. how i cope. always has been.

it is done. finally. utterly. completely. i may write of it more someday. but not now.

whew. busy day in the Dharmahood today.

H.E. Garchen Rinpoche, beloved lineage lama, gifts us with these translations. it is my intent to record each of them and place them online at my splice profile. may it benefit. edit to add: recordings complete, and now available both on above link (header – Buddhist Recordings) as well as SpliceMusic.Com.

i love the universe. i love life. i love the internet. i especially love when all three deliver to my awareness something like this….

i have spent much of this day chanting and in meditation.

well. in an odd and acrimonious strike, i have received a rather bizarre email from h in which he insists i put an end to my enjoyment or presence in places he, himself, introduced me to or invited me to partake of…