spent the day playing world of warcraft. not much more to say there. had fun. have met some new folks who seem normal (we’ll see bout that). in other news, an odd follow-up to the february fiasco… an email arrived today from someone who only now (two months later?!?) replies. apparently, they saved the ad out and ‘thought about it’. i’m almost positive that registered ‘psycho’ here. i replied politely and told them i’m more than happy to talk to them but that i’ve pretty much given up on anything more, all things considered. i went ot the grocery store […]
05-07-08 evening update
i’m writing because i don’t feel like being on camera. payroll still hasn’t arrived and i am now -200 for it. which means when it does get here, i’ll have just enough (maybe) to pay the rent and utilities. nothing more. and will be waiting until tuesday of next week for this week’s pay as well. one step forward, two steps back. par for the fucking course. add to this that it is discovered today that not only has the company not committed to dita/xml, the current writer, my compadre, is fairly insistent that we run it all through frame […]
1am insomnia a bit
as usual, the onset of this cycle is tearing me up. insomnia and anger mostly. i’m pretty sure these are the result of biting it back until i just can’t anymore and then, going off into the woods (so to speak) and clawing up the trees and baying at the moon until it’s all out of my system. poor trees. as odd as it may sound, it feels good to be angry. maybe it is just having found the way to enjoy whatever is here, but i swear, i can feel my body temp rising and the way it wafts […]
flashpoint
temperature once more rising restless for the coming of change incense, amber carefully placed smoke curling soon to rise
lock down and a return to privacy
done and done. feeds are cut, login is required, and if you don’t have a login you’re locked out. you’ve got to be logged in to read or comment here on out. finally got around to customizing the login page, which turned out nicely. for the next while it’s likely to be nothing but ranting and raving here. i’m entering a burn cycle and it usually is not pretty. on the up side, i always come out of these a better person and with renewed focus and contentment in life. so i’m looking forward to it. Phil, i’m making and […]
rocks on the path
well. today was supposed to be a good day. it was supposed to be payday. and i’ve been beating myself up a bit for my negativity and worry that ‘something’ would go wrong and somehow i would not, in fact, be paid today. it is annoying as hell to be right like this. two things have me pissed off right now: 1) why the fuck did the recruiting firm not CALL me as soon as they realized they couldn’t find my timesheet? 2) why the fuck did they email me at 4pm to tell me they were missing it when […]
the nice thing about life is…
it is flexible. i’m going offline. most likely this site will be very quiet for a time, as any entry made beyond today will be marked private. for that matter, any reading will require login. if you wish to have a login in order to read, you need to hit the comment form (connect, above) and let me know now. as in now. if you wish to keep up on the artwork being done, they are published in small form at Flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/exsultarefenix/ i’m not really doing much with music these days and i doubt seriously that is going to […]