an interesting and entertaining day, overall.
hopeful
well. i slept. bout to hop into the clean machine and then, into the not-so-clean machine and go find something that isn’t sitting on my tookus. interesting typo in the previous sentence; ‘hope’ for ‘hop’. i had hoped someone would hop online today, but it seems not. and if they do tonight, i’ll not be here to enjoy it. bleh. on a more serious note, i’ve not been feeling well lately. something is wrong and i don’t know what it is and i can’t afford to go find out. that is… worrisome. here’s to hoping it’s not serious. hrm. i […]
the insomnia continues
urgh. every. freaking. two hours. annoying. i have no idea why it’s happening and it’s been going on for almost three weeks. so, while i am awake, i decided to take another step in the ‘let’s get her out of the house and around people more often’ project.
post-work friday thoughts
i have, it seems, finally learned the lesson of not counting my chickens before they hatch.
Factotum – Henry Chinaski from Bukowski
“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you’ll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If […]
idiots, urban legends, and you
first of all — AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! no. sorry. still not enough. here comes a rant.
03-13-08 morning thoughts
5:08am. i’ve been up since about 2:30am. bleh. can’t seem to get this sorted. no idea why i’m popping awake like this. i’ve cut down on the caffiene (grr), i’ve avoided napping, i’ve upped and then lowered the water intake. everything but played with the lighting, really.
relizio? i don’t THINK so!
good grief. you want to talk about ghosts from the past and things that leave a foul taste in the mouth? i discover tonight that the folks who pretty much drove a damn good possibility right into the ground are back in the saddle, apparently doing the same damn thing all over again…. this time, in the non-profit sector. rezilio.com, hosts of playzi.com, is trying to garner funding for what they’re calling ‘ePhilanthropy’.
a la carte
ebony eye clawed hand resting offering the sweetest apple take a bite free my dearie just today a la carte
bamboo garden
as if it didn’t matter at all, laughing at the kitchen counter, severing sinew from bone, making dinner, sacrifice of living things to the hunger. i never knew him such a callous cannibal until i watched as he cheerfully cut that piece of meat, all that was left of what once was a wild and tender thing. i closed my eyes, ducked my head. bit back the scream and waited for the image to pass. i wandered like that for some time; blind and stumbling and happy to be so if it meant i would not again see such gleeful […]