he questioned me on the matter are there really that many words for the color i thought he knew after all he sings them
bathysphere
tepid waters sleepy leaning father’s hands protecting, loving dive into life bathysphere going deep close to bone
a happy monday
i thought to set my “first” sonnet here, but it isn’t ready yet. so, instead, i will ramble about what a glorious day i’ve had.
bruised psyche
you ever have people in your life who constantly do hurtful or harmful things and never quite seem to ‘get’ they they are doing so? you know the ones, they always look surprised when you tell them that they’ve hurt your feelings. they always want to argue with you…. as if you must justify to them how and why they hurt or harmed you…. as if your feelings alone are never good enough to be factored in or considered.
03-01-08 stasis
i have labored for some time under the weight of despair for certain aspects of my life that simply do not seem to be changing. trying to shrug off years of events and history as the illusion i know them to be and finding myself hamstrung by inability to do so.
Persona (lyric)
Listen (mp3) Every morning, I put it on I walk outside, and I am gone And I don’t seem to mind anymore I can’t think what it was like before I wore it all the time Oh, oh, oh In the evening, I take it off But there’s another one underneath And I can’t seem to find the bottom of the stack I might just lose my mind and never get it back But at least I’ll get inside Oh, oh, oh At least I’ll get inside Oh, oh, oh, oh There’s a feeling that I get sometimes It’s so […]
Up To The Roof (lyric)
Listen (mp3) All I see is not for me. What I want you have not got. Tried to use things you sold me, no matter what the cost Tried to go the way you told me, but each time, I got lost The stairs didn’t lead me anywhere! I’m taking the fire escape up to the roof. Don’t care if it’s not the way you find the truth. Time to make this right: to rise above. This room and all of you Who say I should do like you would Tried to live the life you sold me, no matter […]
curious decisions
i’m sure i’m not the only one who does this…. makes a decision, tells myself it is made, sets a marker of finality and then, some time later, blithely forgets it all and does something else entirely. maybe it’s part of being human.