I walk the edges of a bliss field all my being turned outward, all my thinking turned inward, interconnected to universal reality a map and model of this astonishing life the map within me, an inversion, a wormhole through which life itself pours a river of data, a world of emergence signals in chemistry, in connection, patterns unfolding and integrating the shape is the thing within itself emerging, engaging, exchanging, life teems with communications so much of humanity lacks access shunted by their own choices; clumsy attempts to model claiming creation as if ever more than the seed, planted any […]
A moment’s respite
0:59:22m Daily journal, spoken word lived experience and thoughts of an autistic elder.
Step 4: My Ignorance
1:00:00m – Spoken audio journal; autistic lived experience, thoughts around the annual ‘renewal of commitments’, and of course, life, the universe, and everything (42).
Step 2: My Flaws
1:00:00m, spoken audio; a reflection on the concept of ‘flaw’ given various contexts that populate my reality. Philosophical flipping and twisting to this end, et al.
Renewal of my commitments – 2025 edition
12:00m – Spoken audio, ‘reading’ of a 2007 outline with current day updates on the fly.
This is the first time I’m sharing out the active practice and I’m not sure that I will share all aspects as some are deeply private and personal in context.
That said, I will share the final recording OF them as a concept for any aid or support it may be to others. They only matter to me, of course, and that’s ok. But if you find help in them, be welcome to them and use as you like and prefer. Or, as a long lost friend once put it, “Appropriate as appropriate.”
09-29-2025 This Now, This White, This Problem
1:00:00 – spoken daily journal; life updates, thought updates, world updates, general feeling and beingness in relation to it all #LivedExperience of an #Autistic #Senior
09-26-2025 Fulsome Friday
54:39m spoken audio; daily journal, life update, world review, thoughts of futurism and holistic, sustainable permaculture as survival lifeline, dreams of Communalityⓒ .
09-25-2025 Ramble
57:43m audio journal for 09-25-2025; the usual mix of life update, thinking about the world, and pondering the end of year ritual (defined in full).
Ramble – 09242025
58:42m, spoken audio, daily journal of a senior autistic; life, the universe and everything, bounded by patterns, science, and aspiration for the future. Hope lives here, oddly enough.
An Autistic American Moment (43:37m)
43:37m – spoken audio on the matter of being an autistic amercian in this moment, lived experience exposition, and as always, related neuroscience and genetics/epigenetic thoughts.