the mystery emailer is back. but this time, i was prepared.

surprise, surprise… science is finding support for the notion that some people actually DO feel the pain of others. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/19277131/ admittedly, it is somewhat sad that it remains classified as ‘extreme’ (connotation: wrong, abnormal, somehow improper). an admission you won’t hear me make often — among the many reason i stay solitary is this. long stories and most would not be believed. suffice to say, in relation to the above…. ‘duuuuuh.’ time to sleep. if i can. =/

a place where tender things grow, a desk with a calendar where weeks are marked in spattered red, mumbles and moans as i try to decide how to take the next breath. borrowing hope at unspeakable interest, trying to see sunrise.

sometimes i am confused. sometimes things make no sense. sometimes, in spite of myself, i wonder.

heh. this, a memory of old, before the dark times. brought forth by someone speaking elsewhere on unexpected surprises of taste.

every now and then, i torment myself by going on a deviantart binge.

someone asked about free will and pre-destination. hah. i really should have coffee before attempting replying to such things. regardless, this was the quick post en route to the kitchen and having stopped to check a favorite forum…

a variety of images on a theme, spun down, blended, and spread until something inside said ‘there. that’s it.’

stream: amorphous androgynous’ “In Mind” followed in a smooth blend by Centovalley’s “Major Lake”. seems groove salad is getting the Dharma on tonight. heh. as for me… well, not much, really. this, the obligatory ramble… no idea where it’s going to go and that’s alright by me.

from out of nowhere, someone wrote to me: