outlines of life careful drawing thin lines that connect and divide but do neither just perspective what one sees what one gets

some of the most interesting things pop out of my mouth in the middle of casual conversation.

a bit of winsome prose, perhaps a poem. hmm. recording available. read on for all of it.

an interesting and entertaining day, overall.

well. i slept. bout to hop into the clean machine and then, into the not-so-clean machine and go find something that isn’t sitting on my tookus. interesting typo in the previous sentence; ‘hope’ for ‘hop’. i had hoped someone would hop online today, but it seems not. and if they do tonight, i’ll not be here to enjoy it. bleh. on a more serious note, i’ve not been feeling well lately. something is wrong and i don’t know what it is and i can’t afford to go find out. that is… worrisome. here’s to hoping it’s not serious. hrm. i […]

urgh. every. freaking. two hours. annoying. i have no idea why it’s happening and it’s been going on for almost three weeks. so, while i am awake, i decided to take another step in the ‘let’s get her out of the house and around people more often’ project.

i have, it seems, finally learned the lesson of not counting my chickens before they hatch.

“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you’ll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If […]

first of all — AAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! no. sorry. still not enough. here comes a rant.

5:08am. i’ve been up since about 2:30am. bleh. can’t seem to get this sorted. no idea why i’m popping awake like this. i’ve cut down on the caffiene (grr), i’ve avoided napping, i’ve upped and then lowered the water intake. everything but played with the lighting, really.