it rained like hell last night. i could use another three or four hours of sleep. bleary-eyed. i’m thinking about something someone said to me last night. i think too fucking much, i know, but i also know it isn’t always a bad thing. i remember trying to decide if i should leave Leighla’s father. it didn’t take long for me to figure out that ‘for the children’ was the worst manner of lie. kids grow up and take their cues from how they see their parents act and interact. the last thing i wanted to do was teach my […]

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“We are friends by necessity.” I’m not certain what it means. We must be friends? We are friends only because we cannot be more? I think both sentences apply. It makes me smile that this was how it was given to me. Although I suppose it is a miserly thing to be so happy that another endures the same sense and feeling when that sense and feeling are longing and wanting and missing and lacking. Misery loves company, I suppose… but I would hardly call this misery. Every moment spent is delight and I have refused and will ever refuse […]

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morning silliness before the plane. click through to view.

sometimes, it seems time moves slower. this weekend feels like it has been about eight days long. that’s a good thing, but i am sitting here wondering why the perspective is so different. i think it must be because i’ve done a lot more than i’m used to doing and perhaps my mind interprets that as requiring more time. or something. er, i just woke up (less than three minutes ago) so there’s no telling what’s going to be landing on the page. heh. my silly cats. they are fascinated by the water swirling in the toilet. let them hear […]

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My daughter is here for the weekend. Today, we’re going to go see Wall-E, which is looking to be both funny and well made. She kept me out late yesterday at the mall. I’m sore as hell today, but not saying much about it, just taking more aspirin. Heh. We walke dinto the mall and there was a nail place on the left. She popped over and asked them if they did pedicures. They said yes. We didn’t get very far into the mall. I had forgotten how wonderful a pedicure feels. My goodness, they massaged and legs AND feet. […]

little morning video since chances are i’ll be “oout and aboot” with my daughter tonight and won’t make an evening one (of if i do, t’will be quite late and no telling how silly, depending on if my daughter joins me). click through to view.

i’m tired. as you’ll see. i’m also annoyed. but not in any long lasting way. click through to view.